Prayer to myself

So far from you
And yet you reside in me
What have i done to hide myself from you?
Send me your strength to find you,
To become you again!

Allowing myself

Allowing myself

Moving images, throbbing energies
Expanding from within
Engulfing from outside
spirit enriching body and nourishing back to spirit
experiencing many dances
exploring all possibilities
Enjoying mostly, resisting sometimes
Tumbling playfully over mental blockaged
Soaking up more spirit
Absorbing, devouring, satisfying
Vibrations stirred, not shaken
Connecting with some ancient knowingness in me
Serenity, spaciousness, porousness
Thirty minutes of timed meditation
Knowledge of a lifetime to come
Allowing myself no stress
Allowing myself no expectation
Allowing myself no judgment
Allowing myself to accept
Allowing myself to breathe
Allowing myself to feel
Allowing myself — everything!
20th June 2009
2.45 p.m
Netala, Himalayas

Tathastu

I am going away, to find my way home
No place, no feeling, no person
Without words and reasons
Just my focus and impurities
Trying not to be sad about leaving you alone
On this earthly plane,
after promising to be by your side forever
It is for us to assist each other
To feel solace, knowing we both understand
This world is desire,
Desire is suffering,
Our nature is bliss
Thus we must use our senses to exhaust them
Sear in our desires to singe them
Help and support each other,
So we can be alone,
So we can endure all things
Go beyond all things
And merge in ourselves
We must need separate to be one.
Tathastu
9 July 2009
2.45 p.m
Uttarkashi, Himalayas

Bliss

Bliss

Love of my heart
Breath of my spirit
Pulse in my veins
Light of my eyes
Warmth of my touch
Intention of my thoughts
Pervading my being even in distance
Co-“operating” with me, through me, in me
Making “I” through “us”
Unchanging, Everlasting
Absolute truth, Absolute love, Absolute bliss
27th June 2009
3.30 p.m
Uttarkashi, Himalayas

Move Within the Silence

Move within the silence that comes and stays just for a while
Move within me through my actions
My mind will not be still, I implore it, cajole it, command it
So move my mind then through the tides that will take me beyond
Stubborn is my ego, disobedient my mind
All I want from the depths of my being, is to be with you,
To be you, to be the you that I am
No separation
How many lifetimes, I try to predict in fultility
May the existing desires be fulfilled
May the past desires be fulfilled
May I not create desires from hereforth
May I shhhh…….into eternity!
19 November 2009
Bermuda

Journeys

Journeys

The journeys are positively limitless
Where one appears to end,
Others seamlessly begin
Different in spirit and form,
Rhythm and style
Yet always connected
And nurturing love and life.
Pleasure and pain,
to memories are tied
And grass is green on every side.
Teachers come and teachers go
Fulfilling needs with the seeds they sow
We are but the wind,
Scattering the bounty of God
Growing in giving that which He bestows.
There is a season for everything,
And I’m going with the flow
Having tended my rosebuds
I shall now leave them to grow….
March 2009
Bombay, India